I find it kinda funny That it's Christmas & even though it's a special day The only thing that feels different Is I feel especially uninspired to write ... You'd think that A little bit of that Christmas magic Woulda spiked my hot cocoa But I'm just sitting here Waiting for a text I know … Continue reading X-mas
Author: Bizarre Bard
Missing them
Can you miss someone You've never even met? Now that I reread that I realize I could be talking About a couple of different people Which is good for me to hide who I really mean Because for some particular reason I feel especially embarrassed To miss this person But let's forget about that & … Continue reading Missing them
I don’t want to title this one
I'm getting tired of myself I learn random things That remind me of her Unrelated Just the threads of my imagination Holding together ideas That make me feel uncomfortable Even though it doesn't really change anything I have this bug in my head Pressing all my buttons While my body feels like a whore Haunted … Continue reading I don’t want to title this one
A Lot Of Nothing
What's sorta funny Is though right now It feels like I'm writing nothing I've been writing a lot of nothing So what feels like a dead period for me Will ironically be a pretty prolific period ... I'm not really sure Where I'm going with this (What's new) I guess I just got that itch … Continue reading A Lot Of Nothing
Breadcrumbs
I don't really feel like writing But for some reason I feel like a should Like for some reason In these moments of nothing It's still important to remember How I'm feeling when feeling nothing Else all this time will just disappear Fade into black - leading you to question If you were ever even … Continue reading Breadcrumbs
Before…
I'm feeling a bit odd Not as low as earlier Though not really flying high Just sorta coasting Though feeling more at peace At least with this moment I'm not sure how long it'll last But I'll try not to think about it All I'll end up doing is throwing My self off balance again … Continue reading Before…
Waiting 4 Gas
I think there's a misconception That spawns a false understanding Called Lazy - born from misunderstanding The difference between motivation & inspiration Because it's easy to say true dedication Is pursuing your goal regardless If you have the motivation that day That real achievers work regardless If they want to - though the thing is … Continue reading Waiting 4 Gas
Sad Happy
I've reconnected with someone recently Which has been nice & Let me reconnect with The Happy part of myself Because this person makes me Happy But in a bit of an ironic throw It's also made feel a bit sad Or depressed or melancholic Especially in between when we're not speaking Because I realize that … Continue reading Sad Happy
Live’И N The Light (Projector)
I have this light projector That I lost the remote to So I can't turn on anymore Yet I still leave it plugged in Since sometimes it randomly turns on & because I don't know how or why I tell myself that whenever it's on I'm being visited by a ghost of a friend ... … Continue reading Live’И N The Light (Projector)
Vague Worrying
I have this strange feeling A subtle anxiety A vague worrying About shadows in the dark That are far enough away I know I won't see them today & maybe I'll even get lucky & they disappear before they get near So I try not to think about them Even though I know they're still … Continue reading Vague Worrying
Weighted Lives
I think it's funny How science will accept Imaginary concepts Like Intelligence, Endurance & Charisma Yet reject the presence of Luck Since they haven't figured out How to put it in a box of numbers So even though it's clear to see When someone is luckier then me Science throws it up to the roll … Continue reading Weighted Lives






