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There's this weird sensation I'll experience during my "ah-ha!" moments; these shivers when I finally figure out what I'm supposed to learn & finally say the right thing after taking 3 Lefts to get there. But I just experienced another sensation after my most recent, "ah-ha" moment that made me realize what I was actually … Continue reading Random Thought #212: Stand Sweet

A lot of times I genuinely forget I'm autistic since I became so good at masking, I began doubting my self if there was even anyone under there. I was so good at suppressing my autistic tendencies, I lost track of my actual identity. However, I've been working towards removing that mask, and especially recently, … Continue reading Random Thought #211: Unmasked

There's a lot of answers to the question, "why Autism?" However, my favorite 1 is this: To prove how much God loves the world, one special interest at a time. What I'm describing is what I'll call "Autistic Love." Even if you haven't put this experience into words, everyone knows the stereotype about how Autists … Continue reading Random Thought #209: Turtles & Trains (§pecial N’terests)

I just learned that "He-Man" was created by Roger Sweet; unfortunately, it's because I saw a "Go-Fund-Me" for him to receive medical care he desperately needs. Fuck America sometimes... Still, a cool coincidence sharing the last name with someone who not only has had a huge impact on popular culture in general, but on me … Continue reading Random Thought #210: Sweet Surprises (R&R)

I used to think how strange it was that people could practice kissing on each other or just be "friends with benefits," because I couldn't understand how to separate the intimate vulnerability from the mechanism, until I realized how comfortable I Am at opening my §oul 2 another since I know I'll be unchanged by … Continue reading Random Thought #208: F.W.O.b.

There's an irony that I don't like being physically attractive while I Am single, since I want someone to fall in Love with Me, not just whatever they see. But I don't want to be Ugly. I just want to hide my Beauty until I believe there's a good reason to look towards me, and … Continue reading Random Thought #207: Beauty B N The Ey3 öF the b-Holder