There's an irony that I don't like being physically attractive while I Am single, since I want someone to fall in Love with Me, not just whatever they see. But I don't want to be Ugly. I just want to hide my Beauty until I believe there's a good reason to look towards me, and … Continue reading Random Thought #207: Beauty B N The Ey3 öF the b-Holder

I think it's funny that anyone can say "wigga" or "jigga," but the moment Ü say, "*igga" it becomes a "No-No" word - almost like the "N" B the important part... https://open.spotify.com/track/4pnFRnCOfaETea25g0YSvG?si=VOksT-P4QrucB0sJMC98DA https://madmanrequiem.com/2024/04/22/black-power-nono-words-let-go/ https://open.spotify.com/track/7jwDuO7UZvWs77KNj9HbvF?si=bOIKNd1xQ7Wss94mMD29iA https://madmanrequiem.com/2023/12/17/uncuffed-avitus-awakening-gradual-growth-revision/ https://open.spotify.com/track/5hoXu0S0X1ejqzmrlF06vj?si=k76f7ZRNRd-wWBzqj38-jQ https://madmanrequiem.com/2024/06/27/crimson-prison-lov3m3-now-i-am-pr3ttyug1y-%c2%a7trange-family-tre3%c2%a7-comedictim3%d0%b8-am-ey3-a-joke-2-u-pretty-odd-now-subliminal-submarines-dr-avocado-dr-grape-listen/ https://youtu.be/O0ajBL15Knk?si=0qxVGt8xwUf2vDDM https://open.spotify.com/track/1ONK1i6DEaGq488bPLhiMG?si=nHl8es9KTmeDbBcG4xMTNg

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Randomly reminded that I've accumulated 12 pts at work for being late/ calling off, so I had to sign something today acknowledging that fact. No reason in particular why I'm bringing this up... https://open.spotify.com/track/1XJXebSUqjmat7YmuMc5HK?si=vWJMrtsqTDmBPRuunP5Gyw https://madmanrequiem.com/2026/02/27/shes-nos/ https://open.spotify.com/track/4NB4hiRQlYRjSUparJYVlV?si=8JnjDvDjRQCpgABI-DpRtA

https://madmanrequiem.com/2024/05/19/communicating-with-my-selves-9-may-2020/ Random observation: Somehow I had 8 visitors, yet only 1 view... Ey3 guess §üM∿1 had multiple personalities... https://madmanrequiem.com/2024/06/19/%c2%a7witch%d0%b8-c-%c2%a7o%d0%b8%c2%a7-again-again-again-turn%d0%b8-off%c2%a7pring-time-4-%c2%a7umm3r-2-bgin-%c2%a7in%d0%b8-4h1m-2135/

https://open.spotify.com/track/5XjMaXDc3BuWyLszoKZwZU?si=ot0MdUsGRxC3ilH2iZOndw One of the scariest things about being the kind öF writer I Am is that I Am aware that my words not only can, but will be misinterpreted in the worst ways possible, yet at the end of the day, I have to hope my words add up to more than the §üM öF … Continue reading Random Thought #202: jk…But Actually

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In the service industry, you're supposed to say, "thank you for your patience," rather, "sorry for taking so long," and I'm realizing now the real reason is because someone who's Happy doesn't need to be reminded they have a reason to be upset, and a person who is Mad would rather accept the compliment than … Continue reading Random Thought #201: Patient №9