a part of me diednot really...imean -yes-a partof me: diddie...but it'snot me b'n honest...i killed a part, of mineself tonight, since asemi-sweet suicide⌁happens with aheartbeat; i’m notthe same man – i havenever -actually- been M5 9 September 2024 original a part of me died not really i mean yes a part of me died but … Continue reading semi<-sweet> suicide [M5]
Category: Poetry
circle burn
i just put a cigarette out on my skin it was nice to feel something again even if only for the slight moment
ok
how easy it is to disappear from a world that hasn't even pretended to care https://open.spotify.com/track/7lRlq939cDG4SzWOF4VAnd?si=-TO-VY-_TaOxTirVpwbdpA https://open.spotify.com/track/3fc6y2t7MsdRXTiyWSjI4s?si=LdVExLRxTSmv1fSMpFALSg
6 cigarettes
i don't think i've ever wanted to kill myself more than right now https://open.spotify.com/track/2v5JTeM6hSmi5wWy7jiwrI?si=ICtKfU58RpG7pFPvtshYLA
everything hurts
i hate my self
imaginary puzzle
I love shit-posting I don't care enough To explain if you don't Already know what shit-posting is But either way - I love it There's nothing that actually Needs to be said Which is why The best poetry Is just random rants A Madman's mumblings About absolutely nothing Because words are a trick They may … Continue reading imaginary puzzle
Blah
I don't drink often anymore Not that I'm trying to get sober Not that I need to get sober It's just kinda boring Drinking while all alone But i have been I have been drinking more Lately, getting drunk by myself I guess I really am that bored But whatever... I've been drinking White claws … Continue reading Blah
i just really want my wife back
Writer’s Anxiety
I’m feeling that writer’s anxietyThat I’m not keeping up my paceEven though my only real goalIs to write one poem a dayWhich is already insaneBut then I’ll get thoseBursts of inspirationWhere I’ll knock outA dozen or so poemsIn a day or two, thenAnother dozen ∿ the next& I’ll feel like a Poetry godBut then I’ll … Continue reading Writer’s Anxiety
Locke’s Clock (A Full 12)
I’m writing something nowNot really sure what it isThe clock started chimingSo I said, “why not?”I kinda wish the clockWas still chimingIt gave me a bit of flowInspiration to help me goBut it happens to be 1 o’clockSo after it’s little songIt only chimed onceWhich makes sense for functionAs it helps tell Time without lookingBut … Continue reading Locke’s Clock (A Full 12)
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