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I have this Weird thing with books I've always struggled with them Because of my dyslexia & ADHD But even beyond that - like now I have audiobooks which work Like magic for someone like Me Just absorbing passive knowledge In the background with No effort But I think that's what almost Scares Me about … Continue reading Illiterate Philosopher

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