Why do you keepDestroying Me andTaking away my Life?Really – How many moreDo you want? Do you need?Exactly how much more of my WifeMust I skin & gut? Like She BGray wabbits – caught N§ide my Sweet trapSo, No applausePlease, don’t clap &No need 4 the victory lapI Am too drained like sapFrom Red Maple … Continue reading Body Count / Wabbit Season

I hate myselfI can’t just let goSo 2 EXPerience my LifeEither its loss or its gainI have 2 sit & write it down4 Posterity – else ΣY∃ will Not even REMember Me, evenThough I wish this wouldB the reality sinceI don’t want 2REMemberDying aloneAgain & again &When will this MiseryEnd –never– like a Mystery [2 … Continue reading Posterity Poison (E, Go: “Bye”)

Imagine living itI never askedYou 2 readmy poemsI sent You thoseparticular wordsout of respect 4HIMThenYou readothers' words& You’re so vainYou probably thinkthis song is about ÜSo Ü know: I wasn't being mean – Youhad decided I was being mean – Youhaven't ever really cared aboutwhatever I actually thought& so You may B sickof the back … Continue reading Living The Sweet (Disenchanted) Dream / God (You’re So Vain) Speed [Sub-Letting C-Man]

She hates youShe hates ÜB hates ÜGive upDumb fuckOutta luck &Wallet – emptyNot even one buckDeer N the headlightsStunned – hit an 8pt buckTotaling my red pickup truckMy Vacuum wishes it could suckAs much as you – such a Lame Duck [2 May 2024 Revision] [Original] She hates youShe hates ÜB hates ÜGive upDumb fuckOut … Continue reading 8pt Buck / Lame Duck

I don’t care if she’sTrying to break meFor a good reasonIt doesn’t matterIf she’s tryingTo save meI don’t wanna B savedIt’s not gonna go Her wayBreak me N2 little pieces, thenScatter me like I AmJust some dust N the windYou’re not gonna set me freeJust leave me to die aloneLike you've always doneSo, I'm really … Continue reading Break Me (I Don’t Wanna B Saved)

I Am hiding insideWhile outsideTime liedI triedNow I bideThis’ll subsideBefore Times collide I Am hiding inside While outside Time lied I tried Now I bide This'll subside Before Times collide

Why can’t I do anything right?I can’t even feel AnguishThe way I shouldI can hear the voices & I knowThey sound like they should hurtSo even though I feel broke, likeI Am taking quite the beatingLike beating hearts, stillNow mine won’t startI feel nothingI feel soNumb [2 May 2024 Revision] [Original] Why can’t I do … Continue reading Nothing…Numb

WellSay AmenIt’s Saturday nightAnd I actually went out…I wish I was deadNo matter what I saidI Am misunderstoodJust kill Me withJudgementHurry – juryDon’t be hungI’m ready to hangOr go out in a bangAt the shooting rangeI really need a changeOf Spring’s sceneryCruel SummerB early [2 May 2024 Revision] [Original] Well Say AmenIt’s Saturday nightAnd I … Continue reading You’re Crashing, Truant Wave (Saturday Fight)

Hey! Wait...am I Actually...shedding? So, like some strange sort Of Random reptile? Like A Weird White snake, wired When inspired by A Rainbow Zebra's 7th stripe soon 2 B ripe like hype Produced by purple pipes while I type & wondering if maybe this means Now! B Time's turning point A §tory's Rhyme; where M. … Continue reading Komodo Dragon

A Green Blur hoveringLike my guardian angel NMy demon's Purple HazeSlowly seeping N2Time Being’sParadiseFull of adviceA lot of it: GoodLike Virtues belong Above Vice, whileOthers: alrightEven if offBarelyJustSlightSo, I Can-Still- C öDD MeEven if it's a bit blurrySo, putting Him N2 another flurryAfter giving some critical feedback, whichB stressing Him like a Heart Attack – … Continue reading Fugo’s Mysterious Miasma (Green Blur & Purple Haze)

https://madmanrequiem.com/2023/11/16/purple-haze-feedback-fugo-figures-it-out-viral-malware/ Royal Purple & GreenLike the Hulk on leanMy phantom flu reallyIs a miserable thingAs there’s no snotStraight liquidPouring out of MeLike my nose is a faucetPlease twist it like a spigotTo turn off my internal plumbingI Am literally becoming dehydratedLike running a marathon – just fromThose fluids that I Am losing whenWiping my nose … Continue reading Imaginary Allergies, Act VIII: Phantom Flu