¬So many hate themselves so that they're already destroyed when someone tries to destroy them again. ¬"You're either lying to me, lying to yourself, or stupid. You can decide which one it is." ¬Drugs are cheating. You're taking a shortcut to the end. But there are trade offs. Whether your body gets lost in the … Continue reading Jean-Michel Basquiat | 3 Nov 2021 | “How Do I Explain Me?”

https://open.spotify.com/track/2EFqMCOdTTkcFYHoJH21Jr?si=kwuL4IpbRqW0ilezEZf4Mg The Human EXPerience meansBecoming Whö I Am reallyAnd then ÜnderstandingI Am Whö I Say I AmNo matter Whö ÜClaim 2 BΣY∃ told ܧ alreadyDon’t make Me repeat HIMAgain – so don’t test Me, sonÜ knows its my greatest pet peeveEven Sin can B forgivenWhy do you think NoahWas spared – whileThe rest of hisWorld … Continue reading N§ide Øütside (The Human EXPerience) [Revision]

Often, I jokeAbout how I AmAbsurdly HumbleActing like I AmThe Lonely IslandSo always B N jestAbout how I Am: WhöAm, really; I'm Best'cause I Am too Humble 2Admit just how Humble I AmThough – not because I don’tThink I Am not worth a thing &Rather – I Am too aware just howGreat I Am, and … Continue reading ñü∿Grand☮Plan / Humble 1’s Confession (I Am The Greatest)

https://open.spotify.com/track/4LwU4Vp6od3Sb08CsP99GC?si=ewLMAO0zQRSagvgR_Sr0MQ https://madmanrequiem.com/2022/09/03/dios-diary-14/ https://open.spotify.com/track/7EmIGI9iBusrqrealo7qUD?si=VIRVgFJeSVK4dKfcDuMYnA Ancient Greece mythology - the world that exists around my mindChristianity - the world that exists around my body ------• Greek mythology - birth/awakening of the divine mind -> humans steal a piece of divinity and play gods of their own new domain • Judaism - consequences of those actions -> a … Continue reading (untitled note) | 8 December 2021 | “What comes next?”

1 – When We’re Not Looking Time has its way Painting a new reflection In the mirror When we're not looking Ironic how our Prettiest self-portraits are Always painted When we're not looking 77 – Still Lifes In racecar stars as they race Time & Space - that's one place To awake; instead I stand … Continue reading Painting Poetry

The bang of bank shots from buzzer beaters& profession fouls of dirty cheatersWho bribed the refs3 rights, 1 leftSo, what hope do Ü have 2 defeat Her? [1st draft] Banging in bank shots & buzzer beaters Profession fouls of dirty cheaters Who bribed the refs 3 rights, 1 left What hope do Ü have 2 … Continue reading Buzzer Beater (#13 Scores)

& so far todayIn the past 24hrsWell, the past 22hrsI have written 11 poemsWhich may sound impressiveI’m so humble & wouldn’t knowBut the thing is: I'm not satisfied11's good enough, but good enoughHas never been good enough – soI Am aiming for #13 – becauseLately it’s been my Lucky #Ironic – I know & -still-IWantTo … Continue reading The Streak (Going For #12)

Have I ever told youAbout when I wasA vampire?Though don’t worryI’m not anymore, well…At least – for the most partHowever – I still have a residentBat who is living behind my back andN§ide of my shadow that I just got backShe’s a stone-cold killerWith a bit of a Sweet tooth &Don’t let her stature betray … Continue reading Shinobu Oshino (Araragi’s Shadow)

Monogatari seriesQuite an ensemble of speciesThere is this cunning Crab & the kind CatA shy Snake & that little Snail bratAnd I can’t forget my imoutoMy li’l sis, bugging MeLike a buzzing beeAround my faceSaying thatI needTo focus onMy dental hygiene https://open.spotify.com/playlist/27sJa2pag5apZ6s0wiCsdI?si=novkararROWtlPJrRJOFnA [1st draft] Monogatari series What an ensemble of species There's a kind Crab … Continue reading Araragi’s Animals (Dental Hygiene)

Weed CirculationHas been my inclinationEver since my gang initiationBack when we lit up at gas stationsMaking me choke like it's StrangeulationBut I can’t cough – what about my reputation?& so, they can’t know my throat be raw like DoggSince I smoke weed e’r’day as I ignore my physicianWhat would Willie say if he found me … Continue reading Weed Circulation (The Episode Recap)

Elegy 4 REM ends, thenRequiem öF RAM – RelinquishPlease send – my congratulationsTo öDD's Bard – & then my condolencesFor Hard Times hopping white picket fences [1st draft] Elegy before the end &REM’s Requiem – RelinquishPlease send – my congratulationsTo the bard – and then my condolencesFor the slow Time before having to walk hard … Continue reading Elegy 4 REM & Requiem öF RAM (Relinquish Hard Times)