There's a funny realization I just had again.. It's that by default I mirror people as a defense mechanism. So the realization is that when people are kind to me, that means they like their reflection. But when people are mean to me, that means they don't like what they see in themselves. https://open.spotify.com/track/0EPpFxnqoMx6fJInF3OxlI?si=-j01fnqORmW00Osj2uKfQQ

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Time feels like Death Waiting for your final breath To drink from the Lethe https://open.spotify.com/track/5h0Jgt873QtgL6nJRBGfT6?si=hqdXZSevTgKjkQuPAp4VCQ

nobody cares enough to understand me

im a monster

Traveling today A car ride to Wisconsin A crick in my neck

I once heard someone say, "the world isn't full of assholes; they just happened to be strategically placed so there's always one around." And now that I'm working a POS ("point of service," not "piece of shit") job, I finally have the personal experience to back up that claim. For the most part, people are … Continue reading Random Thought #135: Restricted Sales (POS Problems)

REMember'И, then REMember'И y Ü chose 2 4get again... https://open.spotify.com/track/3QIWBsgp3MhaqRopOD5pXj?si=Gy-FyhmrT4eRbogXpnV4HQ https://madmanrequiem.com/2024/05/13/y-am-ey3-so-short-edition/ https://open.spotify.com/track/2lMg3lCMOGistaWBNGjuT3?si=ZnQD3DSXRCqWyCK6A0msgQ

A week away With niece & nephew, I play Coming home today

Patience wearing thin Popped my balloon with a pin Say "sorry" again