I feel sad I don't know why I just kinda feel Blue Maybe that's why I'm swimming N circles He's always liked Being N the pool

I wonder How many people Actually know Whö I Am And are just playing dumb Waiting for the right one To wake up behind these eyes They're growing red & tired From rubbing them every time I want to see that tv static aura To pretend I'm seeing anything at all Nevermind, whatever... Where was … Continue reading I Wonder

I miss Her everyday But I especially feel it today For some reason I don't know why Maybe something is happening . On Her end - I wouldn't know It's been so long since we've spoken So I wonder why today I felt the need To write a poem about how I miss You

Ignorance – my oldest friendBorn with meKnowing nothingThen growing alongsideAs my naive eyes grew wideExpanding mine sophomore sightIn the dark – not even bright as night [29 August 2024 Revision] Oh, Ignorance... My oldest & Dearest... Friend.Born with me& knowing nothing& then ∿ grow'И with MeAs my baby blue eyes grew wideExpand'И alongside my sophomore … Continue reading Ignorance

I've forgotten again Whatever it was that made me so confident Back to feeling like a fraud of a poet Who's never written anything good And thinking anything that I've thought Is just the ramblings of a Madman Who's lost more than his mind this time

I'm remembering why I don't smoke cigs Tobacco kills my stomach But nicotine really is a good boost Which is why I like spliffs But even with them mixed It's still fucking up my stomach So I guess I'll have to pace myself

I don't smoke cigs really Except socially That's one vice I was able to avoid Thankfully Weed is already expensive enough But I did buy a pack the other day American Spirits The light blue package Why? Since I don't really smoke them And I'm not social enough to have 'em on hand Well, because … Continue reading Spliffs

Whenever I'm struggling Whenever I feel like "What's the point?" A voice N my head says "REMember Noah..." And I reply out loud "She's worth it" And I get those shivers up my spine And a smile on my face REMinding Me that She really is And I like to believe Her future ghost is … Continue reading She’s Worth It (Future Ghost)

I don't know why I've been feeling on edge  I've got nothing to do, but I'm feeling so stressed Swimming N Circles, don't know what I'm doing Cold shivers running right through me

I'll often get these strange feelings That there's something in the room A monkey on my back Looking over my left shoulder A blue canary by the light in the corner A Guardian Angel floating above Dropping angel dust as their wings flutter Or my best friend right in front of me Yet I cannot … Continue reading Invisible Friends