My words are smoking hot as cigarettes And flowing now like my mouth's a spigot As Life listens to every sentence of my soliloquy So Mother Nature can sing along in harmony While Time inscribes every syllable no matter how absurd For, when heard, Entropy & Ennui were both cured https://open.spotify.com/track/6lrDckuosGpwEHtm1hHBcf?si=wXz7gNWMQeKLzwfVjcOYfA https://open.spotify.com/track/5K9Wt11gFx9SOD0IsJ0nDZ?si=8WL_t0zhTPqohKGpePM7DA
Category: Poetry
Refrain
How many times has this world ended? How many times have we had to start over? How many times are we actually Åware of? This world comes & goes in a blink of an eye I don't know Whö keeps bringing it back But Whöever it is They must either care for ܧ deeply Or … Continue reading Refrain
Like A Pendulum
"My thoughts on the world, life, politics, philosophy, etc. change on a daily basis." How have your political views changed over time? 20 – The Pendulum’s Rhythm I consider myself conservative∿liberal; I lean left but value the right; I will reject extremism No matter its form Change isn't good; The same isn't good; Good is … Continue reading Like A Pendulum
Panic Attack Coming Back
It's coming back Panic rising up Inside, feeling it About to boil over But keeping it in & trying not to erupt Like a young volcano Ready to blow Fuck It hurts It's so hot Can't breath Suffocating Under molten rock Turning into A slab of magma Then, skin begins Bubbling Like a lava cava … Continue reading Panic Attack Coming Back
Hollow Castaway
Feeling Hollow Like a husk of my self Sunken eyes A window to my soul Revealing the void inside No more tears to cry No more asking, "Why?" 'cause it ain't 2009 no more Everything in your life's a bore Wishing to sail away from this shore Castaway Wilson won't even play What can I … Continue reading Hollow Castaway
Squirm Like A Worm
Having a panic attack Nothing goes the way I plan That's why I stopped making plans Because this always happens I always get walked over But it's my own fault I let them walk on me God I feel so fucking pathetic What the fuck am I even doing Fuck this life Fuck this world … Continue reading Squirm Like A Worm
Castle Chandelier (Of Shame)
Feeling especially lonely this morning Not sure about what or why But it's really hanging over me A chandelier of shame Tears held back by a thread Like the Sword of Damocles Waiting to snap & fall As I tear my hair out Sitting atop this throne All alone https://open.spotify.com/track/0lc70Jh2s1iOMuv9XIEhFy?si=PhisNq7HTiSf6Y_OQHPLcw https://open.spotify.com/track/2aoo2jlRnM3A0NyLQqMN2f?si=z5dqkz2nT1SmdLPIu3JSDg https://open.spotify.com/track/76Ug1q4l6rGwJ2ubV5wh3X?si=JxKXdPrmSBiYJZlzxI6lng https://open.spotify.com/track/4gT3mNJA8lnlkYFqGZ8IA2?si=vC_-XRFzSLeugygrOtLdEw
Crazy Overdrive
Insanity is a crazy thing Sitting in an empty room Thinking you're The center of the universe And that every little thing you do Reverberates and ripples Through all reality So you carry The weight of the world Plus, the rest of Infinity On your shoulders; Crazy To suffer Under the weight of Eternity Because … Continue reading Crazy Overdrive
Dull Days
I've been feeling like my writing Has been slowing down & Losing its edge Although I'm not certain What I mean by that but I can feel, my writing is wanting
Follows
Sometimes Loneliness Follows No matter Who you Are with
Gift List
Christmas day And I am the worst gift receiver Ask me what I want And either my memory speaks for me "I don't know" As there's lots of things I could use But never need Then, for wants, what gifts should be They can't give me My one & only I truly desire, & so … Continue reading Gift List
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