Halfway through my coffee & still feeling tired But that awful kind Where you also feel wired So, now here I am sitting and Thinking, "What should I do?" Then, twitching 'til I expire While I am looking for a clue

I think growing up Looks like Realizing you're not The center of the universe And understanding Others have lives too And that you're happy that they do Such a simple lesson That so many still Need to learn I still need to learn I still need to grow up

Numb From this ghost Hugging me Comforting me A frigid torso A frozen heart Will it ever start Again? Or remain Stuck & numb Beating for no one

There's nothing quite like Seeing the Love of your Life Holding a child that is hers But isn't yours - it hurts

So sudden! A ceasing Of all functionality A reboot: Initiating Fade to black & feel Fuzzy & hearing some Buzzing 'fore coming Back to reality with Your body, bent at a 45° angle as feeling B returning over you Like an angel & then Resuming your day as If nothing happening

I've been feeling kinda öDD lately Not really doing much but vibing Sorta like detached contentment I don't know if I like it, but I don't not like it, at least Not at the moment, and so I will keep on coasting At this snail place 'til ready to run N another race https://open.spotify.com/track/5u1UM2AxTrHUasIQabY6z6?si=elVCC8WuQtqqf4BQsg85sQ

I say I'm a bum a lot I call my self dumb a lot I rarely have fun on my cot I feel just like I'm a robot I never found what I had lost I forgot everything I was taught Like loose knots, I need to get taut

They have been sending §hivers Much more frequently, to me They're very §trange, but They go feel good for Most of the time But, sometimes They remind Me of my Death https://open.spotify.com/track/4P5KoWXOxwuobLmHXLMobV?si=fywnPZK5SvqsE04syelT-g

Being a part of One of Eternity's Greatest Love stories Can be simultaneously Ego stroking & humbling Because there must be At least one reason why All these time travelers Keep stopping by to say hi Telling me not even the sky B my limit, never quit it So clearly I must B the shit … Continue reading I Have Friends N Holy §paces