Why am I looking for Something to write When, normally I just wait 'til it's Feeling Right? I guess I'm just Trying to Avoid moments By doing anything Other than looking up
Category: Poetry
Chilly Morning Breeze
Feeling lonely, then A chilly morning breeze drifting in Through the cracked window Sending shivers down my spine So I say, "Thank you" To the ghost of no one Hiding in the wind For making me feel like I still have a friend
öDD Sounds
Those oh~so öDD sounds Which steal attention Like trains & plains & cars that go "VROOOM" As well as anything that Makes you go "what was that" Are the moments you awaken When you come alive again Meaning, if Ü Ünderstand Those oh~so öDD sounds Are when Ü die again https://open.spotify.com/track/23eeWQPmBi5GOJfTLEJBKr?si=zcahHxxxSX24U_1FtaOc2g https://open.spotify.com/track/0Rr5Lw09CzqcchhsH0Pmhs?si=6UbNWKhuQYOlfXE1_ipU4A
Futurama
What's your favorite cartoon?
No One To Talk To
This is a new kind of Loneliness The true kind of Loneliness The kind where you really don't have A single person to turn and talk to Rather than just not wanting to talk Because others make you feel lonely
öDD Role Model
I Am the role model of the broken mold Of all the ones who didn't ever fit N The losers who never knew how to win The KID§ who just wanted one friend 'Til wishing it would all just end https://open.spotify.com/track/7iT7qkF9L06cYaIee0aY7B?si=F0zz8rbeQ7-Sxv6okyg0Zg https://open.spotify.com/track/4P5KoWXOxwuobLmHXLMobV?si=k30O7LeWRoSfCMrfZ36ONA https://open.spotify.com/track/6KuXb26rHuRy3ZDse1VRmx?si=96ekWrUXRliDjptL1_OL2g https://open.spotify.com/track/0EtirusGt3LivUmALXSMVe?si=CJhZlXaBT1Ws2XEkSuPm2Q https://open.spotify.com/track/4t5q2XunDLYWRTjA7L9ztG?si=SeipwNwTRz2ckoym2CkUxQ https://open.spotify.com/track/0lZZ8pibk6Zu3M9hTthk1a?si=tjPyy0B7RYK1FAC5O5cOOA https://open.spotify.com/track/6GtV28uSmLsgdLx2OpM2Hb?si=fL9SlDRXSd-kt2hcDV6USA
Igor Trigger
Found: Figure.09 A trigger of Lost signs Makes Igor look for ñü∿rhymes So cute girls go, "a beautiful mind" When I whirl winds N the §pins öF divines https://open.spotify.com/track/3yE7LC2ZyNWsLRSXHb0J06?si=0S-bJb7VT2yZfAehXKkMtQ https://open.spotify.com/track/0oOWOwatHO3As3IJb661zg?si=05dze3PRQYKYHZ88dis_AA https://open.spotify.com/track/373gDROnujxNTFa1FojYIl?si=ApvD8wF-QFylxrBw4IU0CA https://open.spotify.com/track/51RN0kzWd7xeR4th5HsEtW?si=iLEvGYt3SD2saxP4QUn9Lw https://open.spotify.com/track/0YLOAxbd4AW3dpywMmqqUj?si=mjiTRMUHRceRw_NL-JfiGA https://open.spotify.com/track/0Zwo9l6P8N9sVvpCFqiyqJ?si=hsLyy7g7QqiKNbqebKPtDw https://open.spotify.com/track/5CNEbwdhDgosVr96njlnGK?si=aYLzk7qrQhm-PEZT6xAPVg https://open.spotify.com/track/7BcOUi4FQ3wBLmNTW0yfCR?si=DZpSPdA0Q7CueByfaD_OBQ https://open.spotify.com/track/3JJL91ilRV6fXhKqu0FGXs?si=j7fnZLyPRLKc4dYIuGAovg https://open.spotify.com/track/5iUQMwxUPdJBFeGkePtM66?si=8_-BMtpjSbKc0kJNNhaRHA
Lost N My Cul-De-Sac
Me, writing about my suffering Means I Am getting miles Out of mine Misery Although, now running Low on gas, getting Lost N my cul-de-sac of thinking N Circles, how my life B whack https://open.spotify.com/track/4jXl6VtkFFKIt3ycUQc5LT?si=4i-p8tLNSvKZRq-Yfm_ovg https://open.spotify.com/album/45ba6QAtNrdv6Ke4MFOKk9?si=dIVODOOTQEmHtZmiWUlwHQ&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A45ba6QAtNrdv6Ke4MFOKk9
Addictive Substances
What could you do less of? Self-Harm I heard someone say: "Addiction is not a choice, but their first drink is" When I was in group therapy I think: Hypocrisy For don't You see I began drinking Because of what Happened to Me Would You ever claim To someone cutting Their red wrists They had … Continue reading Addictive Substances
N§ane Asylum Pool
So tired of this place again What even is my grand plan? To pretend they're my friends Until this inevitably ends? There's no real point when I'm still §wimming N Circles I just happen to have swum over to The public pool by the N§ane asylum Before continuing my infinite Circles Which now B concentric … Continue reading N§ane Asylum Pool
Group Therapy Empathy Pt. II
Drowning when N this group therapy Under empathetic waves of insanity These crazy people are killing Me Always talks about the same shit Over & over & over & over again Even though the answer's simple Just let go of the burning coal That Ü are holding onto, though Ü are refusing to admit Ü … Continue reading Group Therapy Empathy Pt. II
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