I've reconnected with someone recently Which has been nice & Let me reconnect with The Happy part of myself Because this person makes me Happy But in a bit of an ironic throw It's also made feel a bit sad Or depressed or melancholic Especially in between when we're not speaking Because I realize that … Continue reading Sad Happy
Category: Poetry
Live’И N The Light (Projector)
I have this light projector That I lost the remote to So I can't turn on anymore Yet I still leave it plugged in Since sometimes it randomly turns on & because I don't know how or why I tell myself that whenever it's on I'm being visited by a ghost of a friend ... … Continue reading Live’И N The Light (Projector)
Vague Worrying
I have this strange feeling A subtle anxiety A vague worrying About shadows in the dark That are far enough away I know I won't see them today & maybe I'll even get lucky & they disappear before they get near So I try not to think about them Even though I know they're still … Continue reading Vague Worrying
Weighted Lives
I think it's funny How science will accept Imaginary concepts Like Intelligence, Endurance & Charisma Yet reject the presence of Luck Since they haven't figured out How to put it in a box of numbers So even though it's clear to see When someone is luckier then me Science throws it up to the roll … Continue reading Weighted Lives
The MadmaN И The Mirror
There's this funny little quirk To my writing, my poetry That's a bit dissociative, 'cause I write about a lot of strange experiences & though they're inspired by my own I rarely describe an actual experience Moreso a summation of my experiences Captured in a story that replicates the feeling Yet let's me hide behind … Continue reading The MadmaN И The Mirror
Quicksand
I'm feeling a strange sense of melancholy It's not heavy Not that it normally is I don't remember I just know Right now doesn't feel heavy But it does feel a bit Down in the doldrums Though not in a depressing way Just a sorta stuck feeling That I'm not trying to fight Because I … Continue reading Quicksand
Idea Factory
I wanted to write something Early this morning Mainly because of my semi-inspired roommate Living rent free in my head Though I do admit There may be slight ulterior motives Though only slight I can be pretty But I don't like to ponder too long While feeding that side of me ... Now What to … Continue reading Idea Factory
Her Storm
She comes in like a storm To blow away my world Like always - yet this time There's nothing left for her To destroy - other than my peace Though I have learned that peace Is safe inside me - the one thing I won't let go of - so even though I find myself … Continue reading Her Storm
Nothing Wrong
I'm writing to distract my self from nothing Because I'm stressed out about nothing Since I have nothing better to do Than sit here and ponder about Nothing that's ever true
Clarity
The days have been quiet With nothing much going on I await texts from nobody As I stare outside my window Wondering about nothing Not so much appreciating Though I do appreciate it Yet better said experiencing The silence - like an absence Of violence - a sublte symphony That sounds like an epiphany The … Continue reading Clarity
Breeze
I'm not feeling bad But I don't feel great I'm stuck somewhere N'B'twee'И Again, Again & Again I find my self, lost here Since there's nothing to see All I can do is walk blindly But I've been blind Long enough to see When there's no where to go The best way is to follow … Continue reading Breeze



