[*Original date - September 2016] Related: reality, importance, determining absolute examples ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ [Inspired some reading "Confucius - the secular as sacred"] What is right is what doesn't break the mechanism. What is right (or good/comes from the truth) is what doesn't break (or damage/go against/"grind", unless for the purpose of improving) the mechanism (a good … Continue reading Things To Come Back To

[* April 2017 *] There is no right philosophy. All rivers of thought eventually lead to the ocean of fulfillment - some just take much longer to do it We all want to save the world, but some things can't be saved. Instead of thinking 'how can I save the world,' think 'what can I … Continue reading Thoughts&Proverbs

One source of identity issues I have is that there are few things that I really know, believe, or am certain about - whether it be about myself or reality around me. This leaves a minimalistic structure of reality that supports my existence. With a majority being free space in my frame of reality, so … Continue reading If I Believed

[*Original date - 25 February 2020] 1. I want her to be happy 2. I want to be the one to make her happy To be a good person... To be pure of heart Wants • I want to be a philosopher • I want to explore death • I want to help • I … Continue reading What Do I Desire?

[*Context Original date - 9 March 2020 Weed] Money isn't evil. It can't be, it's a thing that doesn't have any personality or ego. It's a tool to make daily life easier. The problem with money is the we've been tricked by evil into thinking that it's the only thing that is important, and so … Continue reading Money

[*Context Original date - 12 March 2020 Weed] • Music is my first language • The original personality is the one who can't control his feelings. He is the one whose first language is feelings • Everything is built around the emotional core • Expanding on "I think in pictures": I materialize the concept in … Continue reading First Time Smoking In 11 Days

[*Context Original date - 18 March 2020 Weed,Adderall] • Science is there to explain the "what?" of the universe, whereas philosophy is the to explain the "why?" • Science cares about the "how do we?" where philosophy cares about the "should we?" • An understanding of science portrays itself as intelligence, whereas an understanding of … Continue reading The Yin And Yang Of Science And Philosophy

[*Context Original date - 27 March 2020 Weed] As long as I believe I'm worth saving, then I'll believe the world is worth saving. If I give up on myself, I give up on the world. The world feels disgusting, and so do I. But there is enough beauty in the world to remind me … Continue reading I Can’t Give Up On Myself

[*Context Original date - 27 March 2020 Weed] I'm frustrated at myself because I've asked for all of this. The pain. The difficulty. The uncertainty. I knew going in it wasn't "smart." But I was arrogant, and thought I was strong enough to handle it. Now I've passed the point of no return. I can't … Continue reading I Asked For This

[*Context Original date - 1 April 2020 Weed] • Each have 3 main components to make is work • People: Mind, body, spirit • Computer: operating system, hardware, user

[*Context Original date - 2 April 2020 Weed] I'm not worried about killing myself. I've put enough fail-safes to make sure it doesn't happen. But it's really hard to talk about it with other people because I am in a scary place. I'm constantly in a state of near-suicide. Every time I think "I'm going … Continue reading Suicide