https://madmanrequiem.com/2026/03/03/94779/ What I was gonna say before being rudely interrupted is that I do wanna go back to church, but I realized that the reason I stopped is because growing up, my empathy meant that I felt like I had less Faith every time I went to church, and I blamed myself until my Faith … Continue reading Finishing the original thought but skipping to the end

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A realization I've had is the fact that a main reason for my self-isolation is the burden that comes along with Empathy. Feeling the weight of others' emotions is exhausting in times of chaos & uncertainty. But in this case, that wasn't what reminded me of this realization. I was thinking about Church, and how … Continue reading

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... God forgives you for committing additional cruelty. I'm very distracted Tne point i wanted to make in such a quick way, that "Sacrifice" could be substituted for "Wish." Every time you say, "I wish I didn't do that," that means you've committed a sin, because you have to sacrifice a Wish 2 undo whatever … Continue reading

I'm thinking of Old Testament sacrifice. The kind where you kill an animal and for someone reason https://open.spotify.com/track/2kT8LyskbN051qAEHp2tqA?si=6Bx206F9SpK0m7-g4T-G5g