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I don't know how exactly to describe whatever experience that's floating around in my head, but here I go. You can't really fail at Life. The fact you exist is proof you deserve to. There's no meaning to Life. You are the meaning. So there's this uniquely frustrating experience witnessed when a lessser being asks … Continue reading Random Thought #99: Matter

Strange feelings today Making me believe again Again & Again https://open.spotify.com/track/5a6VZKHUuoJcwoSKxy6laQ?si=3EXSuFpFSKCKLcHEREk-rA https://madmanrequiem.com/2024/05/06/there-back-again-again-and-again-where-white-rabbits-wander/ https://madmanrequiem.com/2024/05/07/lu%c2%a7ts-homunculus-combusts/ https://madmanrequiem.com/2024/05/08/%d0%b8amine-roxas-cs-her-again/ https://madmanrequiem.com/2024/06/29/again-again/ https://madmanrequiem.com/2024/08/06/again-again-again-again/ https://madmanrequiem.com/2024/12/18/c-u-again-again-again/

I give a lot of shit to Pascal and his wager; it being that whether or not God exists, it's better to follow "God" since, if God does exists, there's an infinite amount to gain by following God, but if God doesn't exist, then there's only a finite loss. I find it an inferior wager … Continue reading Random Thought #97: Pascal’s Suicide Pact

There are strange coincidences in my life. Things that might make you feel special if you believe in that type of thing. Like the fact that my last name is "Sweet" like some sort of cartoon character, or how I seem to have the strangest timing that only I notice, like how certain street lights … Continue reading Random Thought #98: Sheetz 777

I'm convinced "N" & "M" were originally the same letter, and either some royal had a speech impediment that nobody who valued their life was willing to correct them, or some scribe accidentally added another stroke to "N" and went "fuck it," so now we have 2 letters that basically serve the same function. I'm … Continue reading Random Thought #96: N or M?

When I love I love for life; When my love ends So do I I cease to exist Until I build a new Mii Whö can love his one & only For his entire life; The thing is I can't move on Until I Am Given permission From the love of my life To let … Continue reading §weet Sarcophagas

There's a misconception about narcissism. There's this idea that narcissism is a form of self-lust. The idea that when a narcissist looks in a mirror, they see perfection. But it's not really that. It's that they only really care about themselves. A self-hating narcissism is the experience of not even bother judging others. They're not … Continue reading Random Thought #95: Ü Я /a/ Иarcissist

I believe the phrase, "pull yourself up by your bootstraps" encompasses American ignorance. For if you didn't know, that phrase was originally a sarcastic one describing how impossible it is to escape poverty. It's basically saying, "why don't you just work harder to not be poor?" is the same thing as saying, "why don't you … Continue reading Random Thought #94: Bootstraps

Theft tragedy of the human experience is that it takes very little to live a happy, fulfilling life; yet, the problem is we lie to our children about what really makes a life worthwhile, so that even when they grow up to be functioning adults, they're convinced they're defective for not being a super-computer even … Continue reading Random Thought #93: 4-Function Calculator

I'm almost certain I've said something similar before, but it's a point worth repeating: "neurotypical" is just the brand of autism that society decided to build itself around, calling it "Normal." "Normal" is such a misleading word since we live in a society where being "Normal" means acting as expected. A normal person feels natural … Continue reading Random Thought #92: Neurotypical Autism