An experience I miss is when she'd smile Whenever we'd kiss

"Everything in the Universe possesses Reiki without exception." -Hiroshi Doi Heart in a rush Caught in thought of my crush The columns crumble from Calamity But the core of amore is still standing

"Instead of cherishing ourselves, we cherish others. Then, we just relax. That's all. It's so very simple." -Chögyam Trungpa I keep waking upFrom dreamsInto dreamsJust not as deepLike quantum leapA dream feels realUntil you wake upTo something more real& then normal feels surreal So realize there's more to the deal& take each step with zeal

"Having meditated on gentleness and on compassion, I have forgotten the difference between between myself and others." -Milarepa A dark corridor Receives illumination Street lamps Like a line of Christmas lights Show the terminal node Of the train yard Waiting to go From here to wherever You don't know

"There is only one moment in time when it is essential to awaken. That moment is now." -Buddha Attunement feels like new movement Found in the sound Sent as sensation & tingles Traveling from your crown to the ground

When I think about When we're married I like to imagine Those little joys Like realizing Every night When I go to bed I'll be getting in bed with you & how just the thought of that Fills me with so much excitement It feels like when a kid can't wait To grow up & … Continue reading N Bed With Ü

Something I don't really talk much about Since I tend to stay on the outskirts Of spirituality - at least in terms Of any form of organized expression of it As my writing, philosophy & poetry Act as a map to my own spiritual journey Of self-discovery - outside of any influence From those who … Continue reading Reiki Lvl 2 (Divine Potential)

I've been seeing Positive signs & I've been feeling Good vibes Like pretty colors Following me In sun beams & strange shivers Sending serene sensation Giving me concentration & a true belief Maybe this time I really will receive Gratification https://open.spotify.com/track/1Q50YiSloXKJ8QMj5MFnEl?si=ocC7o_YcRkiPsx2MNQvmlw

Today has started annoying I'm donating again today Left arm, yellow ring & it has not gone smoothly so far Traffic was worse than normal So I got to my 8:00AM appointment About 6 minutes late Which wasn't really a problem Since I wasn’t called up for about 25 minutes Just to check in Since … Continue reading 8:00-9:00AM Check-In

I've been feeling a presence Sending me good vibes Whenever I take the time To slow down & focus on the moment & though it helps with the alone feeling I can't help but still feel lonely As I can't help but want That special someone That my naive heart still believes That we are … Continue reading Presence

Even through the darkness, storms & gloom& you only feel safe locked in your roomRemember how the prettiest flowers bloomMore beautiful than even the full moonFrom all the rain pouring down on youSometimes life just has to make roomBefore blessing you with her fortune& from the ashes like phoenix plumesJoy will be reborn as Summer in … Continue reading Bloom