how many kids have to die before really waking up?

i found out why all these heavy feelings keep coming back so strong over & over; i guess i really can't escape hellfire pain no matter how hard i try to be unaware; when will i get it through this thick sugar skull of mine - change demands action https://people.com/crime/texas-girl-9-intentionally-shot-domestic-disturbance-hours-after-boy-7-killed-bed-separate-shootings-houston/ https://open.spotify.com/track/3fmDLAPVx4GiDtnPyDcqxO?si=i4Q8tg8nTzS24XuQsRZ8UQ&utm_source=copy-link

353: humble atheist

the only atheist i have met who was not arrogant just died & so i went to greet him on his deathbed - he was all alone - for the humble atheist doesn't even believe in his self - so why should we? https://open.spotify.com/track/76Ug1q4l6rGwJ2ubV5wh3X?si=s_k2J2zNS3OlySJx2Pbm-Q&utm_source=copy-link https://open.spotify.com/track/3a2jFwnts4Cf0OwJbK61SL?si=0fkxJ3WWQPOHbxD1i_UecQ&utm_source=copy-link 18 December 2025 5:55PM https://open.spotify.com/track/1oHbgg5WYa7WOJC8VoBVYi?si=op4wlQsWQZ26N7xI5wXXKg