Where I Disappear (Y I Am §till Here)

Although no Proof - I Am 
Telling the Truth, that 
When given the option 
Of having it Δ11 or 
Trading back for You 
The answer always B You 
Not with romantic what∿ifs 
Like any other Imaginary Fool 
But with this Real Genius N Me 
N§ide Truth's infinite Causality 

So when experiencing Infinity 
Not as Philosophy - literally 
I became ÖИΣ with Δ11∿Reality 
Returning it almost instantly 
But only after making sure to 
Disappear from them realities 
Where Certainty told how We B 
Truly impossible for You & Me 

Which is Y - even now - when I 
Lost Love like a blind man 
Looking for the bathroom 
Feeling dread, yet full 
Of Hope, relief coming soon 
For I exist & trust Good News 
Just need 2 find my pathway 2 Ü