Normal People Watching

There was this TV show 
We started watching 
Quickly realizing 
It's Mirroring 
§he & Me 
But I bailed 
Around ep.3, for I 
Could not handle Love 
Scenes 'cause I could C 
Where they B leading & 
My crippling anxiety 
Overcame Me and 
Paralyzing 
I couldn't breath & 
Hulu again recommend N 
"Continue Watching" feed 
Like a year later, & so 
Like flowers from Her 
Seeds §he planted 
'fore leaving & 
Delayed May daisies 
Sprout from Her grave 
Reminding of Beauty, but 
More so the Pain and how it 
Made Me go insane, yet now 
Wondering maybe it would 
've been worth it 2 
§till watch, maybe not  
Will wait 'til at a later 
Date, as some stories should 
B saved for rainy days & 
Especially now when Am 
§till uncertain if 
Movies B recalibrating 
Me N2 Nü∿Being & altering 
§trange Fate's §weet ΣИDing 
& so 2 give a clue, wasn't just 
Ü not wanting 2 do it because 
B Acting as a cowardly Fool 
Although that §till B true 
Rather, avoiding disaster 
As Nü∿Foundation Master 
Slaps like Bass-Blaster if 
Not ready nor allowed 2 C, so 
Black out like plastered drinking 
4 Memory absorption before forgetting