I’m Not Needed | 25 June 2021

This is the kind of vulnerability I hate:
The burden of knowing that I need her 
More than she needs me.

I know she truly loves me,
But if our love is ever lost, 
She returns to him; I return to the abyss. 

Why does nobody need me like I need them? 
Why is it so easy to let go of me? 
Why does she act as if we never met, when I see her every night in my dreams?