[untitled note] | 15 August 2018
Smoking to numb feelings vs to enhance them
Identity| 21 August 2018
• All beings are inherently in conflict
• I am and I am vs. We are
• There can only be one “I”
• Two separate entities cannot both be “I”
• When two entities become “we,” “I” no longer exists
• The two separate “I’s” become parts to a whole rather than separate entities
[untitled note] | 26 August 2018
The meaning of life is to be forgotten.
That feeling | 29 August 2018
• Physically, a tightening in my chest. Feeling like a hand gripping my heart
• Similar to, but not exactly: longing for, nostalgia, regret?, angst, depressing but not sad
• It sounds negative from the description, and it is in fact very overwhelming and difficult to deal with, but it’s probably my favorite feeling
• Most of my favorite music makes me experience this feeling (Spotify playlist, pavlove by fob,)
• This feeling is like medicine for my soul
• The feeling may be that if “wanting”.
[untitled note] | 29 August 2018
Moments of clarity that act as endpoints
♡Sugar☆World☮ 