Lost Memory

I lost my memory again. 
I don't know who to tell. 
You can ignore this. 
I just don't know 
what to do anymore. 
I'm sorry for 
dropping this on you. 
It's not your 
responsibility. 
I'm just so scared. 

It's my own fault. 
I don't trust anyone 
who can help me. 
Every time I go to talk 
to anyone about this, 
I freeze - like my body 
is keeping a secret from me. 
Like maybe I'm not supposed 
to know - then I think about 
it for a moment - then forget 
what I was doing again, and 
the process repeats itself.