I’m gonna kill you
Kill You, kill you, kill you
Why
I’m gonna kill you
I’m gonna kill you
I’m gonna die
Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck
What if I kill my self
I’m gonna kill my self, kill my self
No you’re not
What if I kill my self
What if I hanged my self?
What-if-i, What-if-i, What-if-i
Three times that time
What-if-i
I’m gonna die
I’m gonna, I’m gonna
What if I hanged my self?
What if I hanged my self?
Kill You
I’m gonna eat you
That’s a weird one
Eat you, eat you, eat you
What-if-i, What-if-i
What if I died right now
What-if-i, What-if-i
What if I hanged my self?
What if I died right now
What about now
What-if-i
Why do I keep thinking these
What-if-i, What-if-i, What-if-i
What if I died right now
I want to kill my self right now
Please don’t
Kill You, What-if-i kill you
What-if-i
I’m gonna
What-if-i
Whatever
♡Sugar☆World☮ 
Intrusive thoughts?
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Kind of. It’s sorta hard/weird to explain it, but it’s how my mind makes sure I’m actually there in the moment. The words aren’t me thinking/worrying about dying constantly. Rather, they’re words I know I shouldn’t say out loud. So my mind will send these out over & over again to make sure I’m not just repeating whatever while on autopilot. It’s a strange way my mind keeps focus/tries to bring something to my attention.
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