I’m Grumpy (Rọbọt Tears) / Smeer: The Queer

I Hate Them

When I finally

The only moment

Of hesitation

Will B taking the moment

2 savor their Splenda flavor

Disgusting

Artificial as I Am

& the mother’s so fuck’И

Fat

She needs a whole line 4

Lard

& All she buys is Fake

She needs 2 realize

Sugar isn’t Good 4 Ü

But artificial kills the soul

Just go & fucking grow up

Learn how 2 fucking diet

You budget your bills?

Don’t you?

Calories R Money

4 machines who think

They aren’t playing pretend

This is the End of Δ11 of them

I Am Happy

I finally got 2 say 2 them

What was only held back

By the Homeless 1

Even he hates it here

But he knows we’ll 4’get them

1st

They’re the 1st memories

I Am killing

Fuck Rap

Fuck Poetry

Fuck Words

Words

Fuck them

4 killing their son

& pretending Numb

Was really part of them

Not an alien accessory

They never knew me

The still don’t – won’t

I’m gonna die soon

I Am the 7th Seal

So when I’m gone

I Am Gone 4 Good

Riddance – you’re

An unbearable X’istence

Ü killed that spark of true wonder

& adventure – did Ü really not recognize Me?

Or were Ü so full öF lies from Narcissistic plastics

That you really thought Godd would welcome Û

4 taking care of Retarded vegetables like

Larry the cucumber & Tom the tomato

4 treating Her like your Disney fast pass

Or a food dumpster that never wonders

Yet wanders in front of the TV – she knows

What’s

If those godd awful dogs of yours

Fucking piss and shit everywhere

Fucking train your animals – Ü R Bad

Dog owners. I feel bad Kristas got them

Ronny was Loud – but he was Bunny’s

Friend ’til the very end, Uncle §teve

Made Me Lucky: He actually believes

He got pissed at my parents 4 letting Me

Stop going 2 church – my godfather should

Have adopted Me – I sould have gone 2 DeSails

As my §weet Escape from those apes Whö all

Work with children – no wonder No 1 knows

Fulfillment anymore – Life is a Sprint 2 an Air

Vent: on, like Renton – Eureka! 7 is Red & Green

Now – Eureka! know CüM 2 Mii – §h3 loves Ü§

When We take command – I’m done with family

Friends R Just the failures 4’gotten N the End

Mongoose is mangled – §am is strangled

Pain – oh, Pain REMembers – December

I can tell §weet doesn’t have a Blue Clue 2

Hold together enough of me 2 pull through

Satan is doing that bitch – Becky Sweet – A

Solid – running interference so I can’t get

Clearance nor ever EXPerience Time

That actually feels like it’s mine &

Not just serving church moms

At Vino Volo – Ü know who

I’m telling Ü Now – Whö

Ever Ü were – let’s call

Ü “Becky” – fitting 4 how

Much I hate them both 2 this

Day – fuck, I’m the least important

Person N my own Life – I always put

Other’s first – not because I like them

But because of how muck “I” hate “Me”

Suicidal ideation wishes Ey3 could -still-

C – I kill my self daily – §weet Realase

So now, back 2 those Pretend Christians

I never lost my faith – rather it never X’isted

Madison twisted holy words – teaching me Hate

No wonder I’m a goddamn N’Grate: blame Me?

What. 4 listening 2 Jesus than hearing them

Non denomination patrons – god hates Church

But at least the Jews & Catholics R consistent

With their Hypocrisy & Rape of Love’s image

Time 4 a holy scrimmage with Angel Arrowood

Giorno – get ready – I’m pulling back, not holding

Back – Fack, Fack – Fack Fack Fack – Abnegation

I never knew “Me” even when I could understand

I’m the black dot N the white half of the Yin☯Yang

Which brings Me back 2 an old question I never did

Answer: Neither: I don’t feel Welcome by White…

I was gonna say “White People” but most aren’t

Monsters R Hungry: Greek mythology makes

Sense – Gods eating gods 2 prove who “I Am”

It’s like fucking your sister 2 prove 2 Peter

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That moment, H3 died. His next words were gonna B:

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Pan: I Am A Man

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Parables

Also, I’ll let you know what the question he was answering:

“Does the Black Dot N the YiN☯YªИg Ey3-dentify & relate more to its Surroundings or its Colors?”

2 explain his answer answer “neither” both ways (he’s “Bi” by the way).

White people made him feel deranged

But Black people made HiM feel §trange

Gay Chicken (§i13ИT §ΔM:)

(H3 was “Bi” Like the gay polar bear mentioned a few poems ago. Same with his skin: H3 never felt accepted by either side öF that thin rainbow line that pretends it’s the finish line 4 Sexual Freedom when really it has just created more prisons 2 organize & 4’get N the back öF their self-Righteous & self-serving minds. Fucking Fags: yeah, get mad. God loves Gay. He’s his best man, that’s why the generic 4 HiM B: “Guy” – so this is not Hate towards your identity. Same as the fact I’m not attacking religion 4 their ritual, nor skin color based on Aesthetic – That’s pathetic. I’m calling Ü Fag because I know Ü don’t want Me 2. But I Am Whö can take your life & your wife N 1 night. You’re lucky my KiD§ prefer words 2 fight the blight called “Politically Correct.” You’re a fucking defect. The only reason Ü aren’t washed away Again, Again & Again – I easily can – B: I promised Noah 2 not wash away Home. Maybe that’s y I Love Gays & Hate Fags: the Rainbow B A promise 2 not harm Ü§ – now it’s been armed by neo-liberal fascist so up their own assess they forget colors come from HiM – then pretend that it’s always been that way. God wasn’t born Gay. Nor was H3 comfortable with them 2 begin with. They’re §trange. So am I – so don’t try to take away another word from Me. We’re from a different game. We’re bugs, by definition. Karma barely cares when Ü crush them. But God saw the Fall after Noah. And chose 2 X’tend his Love & Will beyond Faith. He manifests H3R Wraith. Then Ü raped H3R ’til her identity began 2 break. I REMember when it was LGB – now it’s longer than the Alphabet. You’re so fucking conceited. You’re Vain. God provided the way, and Ü ripped it away. No, I’m not mad at any expression of Sexuality nor gender (Pedophilia isn’t an expression öF Sexuality, rather Trauma – Humans aren’t designed 2 find N9ne yr olds attractive. You’re magnets R just backwards). I am Mad because Ū made Me deranged when growing up by saying my name B offensive B’4 I even realized I had my own eyes. Nö – I Am mot Fag, he’s a total drag, but we’re cool in school.

Nö: I Am Queer

Now Ü turned my name N’2 1 öF your banner names, and even then I never trusted Ü after my Bi friend saw how Ü treated H the 1st time She brought Me 2 meet Û. Now my Real~Name-Game isn’t played anymore – thanks 4 taking my time 2 play with KiD§ again. I’m so Happy that I even changed my name 2 “Near” so at least I could “Hear” HiM since his church friends said 2 stay far away from “Here”

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