Bigger Fish

I Am Humble

Because I know

No matter how hard

I work – no matter how great

I Am – my real greatness comes from

Being aware there is always bigger fish

Like Qui-Gon – even if I become greater

Than even Keanu – though even he knew

How to look up – we all just look like pups

To titans that exist beyond comprehension

So I rarely hold my self in high regard

Since, no matter how big I feel

I know that my perspective isn’t real

So I leave it up to God – the being beyond All

To decide my role & to decide when it is doled

So, when I Am asked

Where do I see my self in the future?

What role do believe can do better than others?

Job interview questions like that

Are incredibly difficult for me to answer

At least from my own perspective

Since I live my life believing

I’ll be put where I Am most needed

So I try not to consider my self

In relation to others

I Am my own competition

So everyday I try to be better than yesterday

& become the best version of me

Regardless if my growth is seen

There is value in

Ignoring those around you

To focus on meeting your own potential

Yet, remaining too humble

Can distort reality

& convince you that

You’re not doing enough

Or that you yourself aren’t enough

So, ever since I was a child

I began dissociating

Not to escape my feelings

Rather, my bias

So that I could admit to my self

Someone like me really does deserve better


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