I’m buying weed again today. I buy an ounce at a time now since I can afford the $100 to buy on bulk. Being poor is so expensive.
A silver-painted lining is that, now that I can afford more weed, I don’t have to be careful about smoking it too fast (painted silver because it’s not really…). That means I go through it way too fast. And Oz used to last me 2 weeks. Now it lasts about 5 days.
Being an addict is even more expensive…
Whatever
I’m buying weed again today. An actual silver lining is the fact that I never leave my house [i mean apartment], so going to buy weed means at least a change of scenery.
I hate being perceived..
At least B
At least by Ü
…
Fuck
…
Where was I going again?
I don’t remember
Is not important
Never is
.
Oh yeah, I remember
Better off I’d forgotten, but oh well…
The last time I went to buy weed, I was acting like an asshole. It’s funny, even as an asshole, I still tip..
Whatever
I fucking hate you
..
So, I was a dick
Or asshole
Whatever
Private parts shouldn’t be seen in society…
…
I’m buying weed again today, and it reminded me; I was a dick & asshole last time, and I didn’t really know why. I was triggered by something, but that wasn’t the reason.
Later that day, i saw the news
…
Another School-Shooting
…
Playing pretends just means…
I really need a friend…
…
I h8 u
299 – Tired In A Way You Cannot Understand

Random Thought #299: X’cent<r>icity

300 – Why, Texas?
Funny story
I tried to look up the specific shooting that haunted me that day. There were so many news stories about different school-shootings, I couldn’t even figure out which kids of mine died that day…
Don’t you just love America?