Random Thought #378: §hane

I’ve been in a bit of a…”mood”… lately

I’ve learned when I tell myself I’m in a “mood,” that means I’m processing trauma, so it feels weird to mention it, though I thought it would be..

We’ll save that for me, though, to the point I actually set out to make.

I say I’ve been in a mood

Oh yeah, I remember what I was gonna say. You don’t really know this since you’re reading words, but I completely blanked on my random Thought, but then it came back once I closed out of the post

So, quick conclusion to the beginning: I’m feeling better enough now to mention something funny, since though it wasn’t intentional, per-se, when prompted to write, i wanted to send a message to my self by refusing to write, since I have “No Obligation” …

Though, I must be coming out of whatever process I was going through, since I’m feeling good enough to mention something funny, and thus, end my “silent treatment” …

So, today at work, well, as I was leaving work, some dude said I was a doppelganger of his brother, Shane, and then as I was leaving, said “bye, Shane” in a joking way; it made me laugh, for more reasons than I’ll mention right now. Though, I will mention, my initial response to being called “Shane” the first time was, “maybe that’s my other name…”

This really was a bunch of random thoughts in a trenchcoat…

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