I don’t think people realize how traumatic of an experience he’s describing.
It’s weird, since yeah, it sounds kinda funny in retrospect.
Having someone tell you that you have to change your identity to succeed is…it’s something. Then, accepting the lie, trying your absolute hardest to succeed, feeling like, “I guess you just don’t want it enough..”
Then, eventually, your “fault” becomes the key to your success. Good thing I didn’t listen to the advice of the people I trusted…I guess…
Now I have to live life, not really being able to trust anyone, floating through the void called “Life” pretending i understand anything.
Whatever
I’m losing my train of thought
I’m drunk & high right now
I’m supposed to be at a mother’s day brunch
I’ll get there whenever
…
There’s something more to be said
I was gonna say more in that last sentence, and fuck therapy
I wanted to mention
I kinda resent my sister for putting my nephew in those feet braces…
♡Sugar☆World☮ 