Things don’t actually trigger me; I just look for reasons to be triggered when I’m Mad. Like this:
My dream is to be married; at least that’s part of the dream. I’m not Straight, though I’m not Gay. I wouldn’t really consider my self Bi, either. I’m attracted to most girls, some guys, and Androgynous people (I have a fetish for questions). “Chicks w/ dicks” get me offf…
That … whatever
I consider myself “Queer” since no one really knows what it means.
So anyways, back to tne point. Why that image triggered me before. I wanna get married, to a girl, a very specific girl… and so I took that ad as the voices in my head twisting my words against me: “oh, you wanna get married so bad? How about to a guy if “whatever” works…”
That’s not what they we really saying; I just hurt my own feelings sometimes; others can’t hurt me if the worst pain i experience comes from me…
That’s kinda getting…well, too the actually point. Though, I prefer to beat around the burning bush, so I’ll go back to doing that.
The world wasn’t calling me Gay; it wasn’t random though, either. I won’t explain how I came to this conclusion, just that I realized that the voices in my head were trying to tell me who they R, not who I Am.
♡Sugar☆World☮ 