When I’m going through shit in an attepmt to process trauma while pretending I’m completely fine, just in a “Mood”…

When that’s happening…I forget where I was going with that. I’m processing trauma right now, so my mind tends to go blank if I touch a topic that’s y m as

Ok

I’ll just talk about something that happened.

I came into work in a “Mood,” though in recognizing myself, I let everyone know I needed space, both directly & indirectly. An aside, I appreciate my coworkers recognize when I’m going through a bad time and not that I’m really a bad person…

So, the night started off not great, though I’ve had enough of these nights to finally become

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Guess I’m outta thyme right now