whatever…

How do you handle fear and self-doubt?

At this point? I just get fed up.

“All things pass…”

And so will all this bullshit.

…

To give something closer to practical advice, I just remember the times when I was in the inverse situation. The times when I was feeling love & self-reliance.

Those moments pass too.

It used to make me depressed, feeling so full of hope. Knowing it will end, and the inevitable self-doubt would return to take its place. I would end up wasting the moments i feel safe with my self, since I was too anxious waiting “for the other shoe to drop”…

This oscillation between fear/doubt & love/belief is normal, human. Though, extremes exist.

Delusion in both directions.

I’ve just decided to ignore both the ecstasy & the misery.

I’m better off just being Happy & Sad

At least ’til there’s a real reson to experience…

Nevermind