I’m really not as crazy as it seems. I really do have mood swings sometimes, though this isn’t that… really

It’s really just the fact that I’ve gotten really good at processing feelings, kinda like a more active meditation. I can go through whatever [e]motions i need to in order to acknowledge whatever I’m feeling, then let it pass when it no longer needs To be felt.

Most people hold onto things way too long. I don’t know if it’s because they care too much, or they are just afraid to be perceived as heartless…

So, I’m really fast at processing my emotions and moving on. The thing is, I’ve bottled up a lot of trauma over the years. So, that’s kinda what I mean. These aren’t mood swings; this is a calculated process of me opening up bottled emotions which have the possibility to explode in an environment away from those who could possibly get caught in the collateral damage.

Sometimes you just need to stay away and give people space free from judgement. You can’t be yourself when being observed. Quantum physics proves that…

Whatever, I don’t know if I’ve actually gotten my point across.

Long story, short: I’m not crazy, at least in the way you imagine “crazy”

I have to “go crazy” sometimes. It’s not an act; I’m really feeling like I’m losing my f*cking mind…its just thar