Walk

I’ve been leveling myself out; dampening the curve, rather muting it entirely.

I thought the “answer” to my “mood swings” was to just feel nothing. If the ecstasy of heaven meant experiencing the fall to Hell, then I might as well sleep in purgatory.

Or you could just choose real life…

Something that I’ve been telling myself lately is:

“Everything outside of this room is just a story”

It really puts my life into perspective; I really don’t know.

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I was gonna go on a tangent about myself that would have been long, winding, and only interesting to those who like reading Lord of the Ring

So I’m just gonna skip to the point.

Even though I keep my self on an even keel whenever those extremes do occur with that statement, after I come out of…let’s say whatever realm I was experiencing, I remember which “delusion” felt more believable