Something you might notice in my writing, though differing levels of success since sometimes flow matters more than... Anywho I don't really like to gender "God." For a multitude of reasons, ever changing; nothing particular makes me disagree; I'm just sorta like... whatever... This is probably the most disingenuous reason; a joke, you could say, … Continue reading

I'm reminded of an odd memory. Not so odd, in retrospect, though i remember in the moment, even if not fully aware of it, since, you can't really know you'll remember something until after the moment has passed, and yet, I've seemed to familiarize myself with the feeling of being remembered... Anywho The memory was...an … Continue reading *

I had this interesting conversation with my boss/coworker as I was leaving my shift & they were beginning theirs. Not really too interesting from the outside perspective, though, interesting if you're wanting to figure out ... at least part of the thought process in my decision making. So, I was kinda joking about how Sheetz … Continue reading Big Tobacco’s Trap

https://open.spotify.com/track/0q00BGwAHojnuz9PEXUahB?si=KxLBbmn6Qby2uYkgbkDmJw I've always been shy; though I've always

Thank you asshole who triggered me, whoever you may be; this isn't for you, it's just time for me to obs.. whatever I don't know who raped me; the mind is a powerful thing. Its at the point where it really doesn't matter who raped me. Statute of limitations immortalized monsters. My mind knows this, … Continue reading

24 September 2020 She used to make fun of me for being so oblivious and unaware of my surroundingsBut she didn't know how hyper aware I am of the world. I can't turn it off. Every little vibration felt. Every flicker of light seen. Every whisper of the wind heard.But when I was with her, … Continue reading Blinded By Beauty