Things don't actually trigger me; I just look for reasons to be triggered when I'm Mad. Like this: My dream is to be married; at least that's part of the dream. I'm not Straight, though I'm not Gay. I wouldn't really consider my self Bi, either. I'm attracted to most girls, some guys, and Androgynous … Continue reading Random Thought #415: Homoerectus
Category: Poetry
Random Thought #414: R2 Always Nü…
https://madmanrequiem.com/2026/05/15/i-wonder-when-people-will-finally-accept-im-retarded/ https://open.spotify.com/track/1DFXMMAcoyzk02RyOQTxIq?si=E9MogYT-RDiGcvvcIg5scQ https://madmanrequiem.com/2026/05/17/random-thought-413-dd/ I'm reminded of how R2D2 was fully aware of the Truth for the entire original trilogy since they only wiped C3PO's memory. How frustrating it must have been that nobody understood him; at least Chewie has Han, though he didn't speak of his time in the Clone Wars; probably PTSD, though also, … Continue reading Random Thought #414: R2 Always Nü…
I guess the reboot is done
Random Thought #413: DD
I'm going through something, so to distract myself, I'm gonna talk about something completely unrelated. I'm vaguely aware of the term "looksmaxxing." It's not that hard to figure out. Just another way for people to describe their sick obsession with artificial beauty. Just another fad waiting to change it's clothes. The main exposure of "internet … Continue reading Random Thought #413: DD
Happy
I'm not feeling better anymore
Tragicomedy
Making "sense" of a tragedy is kinda...Gross. "Why did this happen?" If you look close enough at nothing, you'll find whatever you're looking for... How cruel is it to tell someone their tragedy was necessary for someone's comedy? Comedy doesn't exist until Ey3 doo.. https://open.spotify.com/track/6SpLc7EXZIPpy0sVko0aoU?si=A93BKgV5TVO5LJgwWwYwyg https://madmanrequiem.com/2023/10/20/the-cruelty-of-haruhi-suzumiya/ https://open.spotify.com/track/4UvfjzLmFls3J4K7FMJqiI?si=jKVfH6JfR1Otzei2DkFdkQ
I feel better
Rules exist not to keep the lessers in line; it's the bar that exists which prevents kings from killing their subjects on a tantrum. The "exception to the rule" isn't, "He's allowed to do that." What makes HiM the exception is the fact that the king wouldn't kill HiM regardless of whatever He did... https://madmanrequiem.com/2026/03/01/random-thought-219-x-ception-l-narcissist/ … Continue reading
Care Ü 2 Death
My phone is afraid to admit that I'm a monster no matter how hard I try https://madmanrequiem.com/2022/05/09/192-killing-with-kindness-i/ https://open.spotify.com/track/1DFnEeH1a4zUh4pIRzopEF?si=4CTN8JvESOmH7fVdd9Y43Q https://madmanrequiem.com/2022/05/09/193-killing-with-kindness-ii/
Random Thought #412: Thug’И
https://open.spotify.com/track/62QuU6D27fyjhwH0o79nuU?si=-tWzpBW7QcqVwnUCBjx3VA Praying iver the body of the stranger i just cared, thanking her for her sacrifice, letting the world I'm not fucking around anymore https://open.spotify.com/track/7Djpvy4lZJNI8rTOVLf1H7?si=TA2jymVDTMC3ABvYsmVYuA





