I've been having interesting dreams Though I can't really remember them I just remember the feeling when Experiencing the dream & remember feeling excited Like something was actually happening That there was real risk & adversity Compared to the nothingness challenging me In my waking life - yet even with what Felt like actual consequence … Continue reading Nothing Dreams
Quiet Bang
Today has been quiet A silent start to a loud year Spent napping, mostly Then, moved in a new couch Well, new to me But, at least now My apartment feels more complete ... I haven't really said much in this poem Just keeping track of the few checkpoints Of this nothing day during this … Continue reading Quiet Bang
Hardship Makes Heroes Happy
I believe One key difference Between the average person & A hero Is that when Both face tragedy They both agree That no person deserves To face this kind of Calamity Though a hero is glad that it's "Me" So that they can make certain No one ever has to face the same 'Cause heroes … Continue reading Hardship Makes Heroes Happy
Flurry Of Nothing
I'm feeling the bug again Whispering in my ear To write again Even though I don't have anything to write Just some half-baked ideas That I could shit out If I had a gun to my head But I don't As far as I'm aware So I don't want to put those ideas out there … Continue reading Flurry Of Nothing
Memories Of Memories Of Friends
The thing about me & my memory Is that it's difficult To really maintain friendships I'm doing work people can't see So I never blame them when They walk away from me Yet, I forget almost everything Even what my friends really were I don't have friends, but I have Memories of memories of friends … Continue reading Memories Of Memories Of Friends
Lion With A Cotton Tail | Mufasa Edition
Life is §trange ∿ how did IJump down the rabbit holeDressed like a bunny &Then somehow come outThe otherside withThe heart ofA lion? [21 January 2023] https://open.spotify.com/playlist/37i9dQZF1DWVovIX1fs8PH?si=Z_z69ih8SBaPz5NjQ1EZSw https://madmanrequiem.com/2024/09/26/reflections-mimic-me-kimba-the-white-lion/ https://open.spotify.com/track/7uhniEFBcLsYD4W92E0Nx2?si=WCSgodksTj-pwYZoS-MyKg&utm_source=copy-link https://open.spotify.com/track/1dDHxkOK32UoRnurqTY0Qa?si=ExLw8tsnSFCmJgqJvCZK1g&utm_source=copy-link https://open.spotify.com/track/2hlmvFx8CqUHLJ17Pngk8I?si=qML8O-t3SNKDKA6vLKLFfg&utm_source=copy-link https://open.spotify.com/track/6xzIzEd2XV2CoDRg9duFcm?si=1LBGUSbZSL-viFX4jiXh9Q&utm_source=copy-link https://open.spotify.com/track/169mBDYNy6SFx2gb28pG1e?si=WTkkMomAQJepbgZx29uRiw&utm_source=copy-link https://open.spotify.com/track/08v6GcxD4gF8aZ1yuPry0A?si=WiS2n1yqRZGoJ4AC6C3HYQ&utm_source=copy-link
Bigger Fish
I Am Humble Because I know No matter how hard I work - no matter how great I Am - my real greatness comes from Being aware there is always bigger fish Like Qui-Gon - even if I become greater Than even Keanu - though even he knew How to look up - we all … Continue reading Bigger Fish
Good Intentions
"Sinners go to Hell" Is a poor phrasing In my opinion Like they're sent there As if God has anything to do with The fact that sinners are in Hell I think a better way to say it is "Sinners end up in Hell" Not because they're condemned there Rather, once they reach the end … Continue reading Good Intentions
Stressed About Nothing
I'm feeling stressed today Not an overt, overwhelming stress A much more subtle stress An acute anxiety about nothing As there's nothing really going on There isn't anything to focus on That would make sense to worry about Yet, as I walk around I find myself walking on edge When I sit down to relax … Continue reading Stressed About Nothing
Dreams Ü Never Forget
Dreams Are supposed to keep The kid in you happy Until your adult self Gets to where you feel You were always meant to be & where it all finally makes sense All those moments of feeling crushed 'Cause dreams are meant to be forgotten Merely moments after waking up From those 8 hours of … Continue reading Dreams Ü Never Forget
Nail Polish
Something I liked to do As a really young kid Like 3yrs old young Before I understood What being a "boy" meant & what was considered "girly" Was paint my nails But then I grew up & the expectations of What I'm supposed up be Fell onto my naive shoulders & I let the weight … Continue reading Nail Polish
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