People don't realize to the

I don't line talking about other girls She gives me a few exceptions Not that she's controlling Kinda like a hall pass Though, f her

I just realized why she was my first crush

This is counterintuitive I was gonna say counterproductive Though, really - a transmutation Of ignorance N2 uncertainty ... So, what is it? What's the, "buzz" (I'm not laughing even though it's funny") So, the kid in my head used to... gets mad, as in currently, like right now, and I'm calling him out Fag Whatever... … Continue reading

The irony of Me being against "body modifications" after spending the 1st 5 hours customizing my character's face in a game played almost entirely in 1st person... https://youtu.be/YT9rCcH4vkU?si=1Wgk0HRSMSwRlXld

https://madmanrequiem.com/2025/02/28/under-whatever/ https://madmanrequiem.com/2026/03/06/whatever-2/ https://madmanrequiem.com/2026/04/28/whatever-3/ https://madmanrequiem.com/2026/05/26/whatever-4/

When I'm going through shit in an attepmt to process trauma while pretending I'm completely fine, just in a "Mood"... When that's happening...I forget where I was going with that. I'm processing trauma right now, so my mind tends to go blank if I touch a topic that's y m as Ok I'll just talk … Continue reading

My family only shows up to tarnish my art with their lies