I'm realizing I'm not "gifted." Gifts come from God, and so, God can take them away whenever He desires... "I should be dead already..." Meaning, I've lived a Life that deserves to be taken away, if not solely mine... https://open.spotify.com/track/6RxBOcVOB3xzowxDBzTCVd?si=EpLczz4URK274MLxUwKOxA

People think I'm a pussy because I'll have a panic attack for missing my arbitrary 6-minute goal for making Sheet-y foodz, or cry for crushing a bug. People don't realize I'm playing my own game, not just theirs. Really, I'm not really "playing" their game; I've already decide I Won. So I'm bored; anything real … Continue reading Random Thought #419: Mother’s Milk

I was a little more...devious with this spam call. I was originally gonna say "malicious," though, I don't think it quite reached that level. Though still, some would argue otherwise. I'll let you decide for your self. In my change of response to spam, I've noticed even in the few phone calls since the switch, … Continue reading Random Thought #418: *click*

Whenever Sapm callers try to get info out of me, I've cycled between many methods to deal with the rage they inspired. Not anymore though; I just work here... Whatever... From trying to ignore them, to answering their calls & giving them fake info until they realize I'm lying, or the worst of all, telling … Continue reading Random Thought #417: Sapm

I look White, though I'm not. I won't expound on that any further. The reason I don't say the "N-Word" has nothing to do with my roots; rather, my heavens. In the Bible, they claim that if you say God's name N-Vain, then you'd be struck down & die. As a child, I was confused, … Continue reading William doesn’t like when the turntables

I wanna comment on billionaires. There's a few examples I'm gonna use, the first that come to mind are Eminem & Gabe Newell; Beyonce will also be mentioned, though I'd prefer to use Taylor Swift, however, I'm uncertain if she's a billionaire yet. The reason I don't really wanna use Beyonce as an example is … Continue reading <Betty is unsatisfied>

There's an irony that the Stoic & the Nihilist are Good Friends; best friends, even; they believe the same things; they've come to the same conclusions; they just choose to respond to The Truth N their own way; & they find Respect И the Challenge... https://open.spotify.com/track/0x60P5taxdI5pcGbqbap6S?si=qnFvb7gSQCyH1ozMRni3kg https://open.spotify.com/track/0Ugvi8H89YmbBkSOx9VgUj?si=sFnGpUgtRcqoR0W9-Es_kg

Things don't actually trigger me; I just look for reasons to be triggered when I'm Mad. Like this: My dream is to be married; at least that's part of the dream. I'm not Straight, though I'm not Gay. I wouldn't really consider my self Bi, either. I'm attracted to most girls, some guys, and Androgynous … Continue reading Random Thought #415: Homoerectus

https://madmanrequiem.com/2026/05/15/i-wonder-when-people-will-finally-accept-im-retarded/ https://open.spotify.com/track/1DFXMMAcoyzk02RyOQTxIq?si=E9MogYT-RDiGcvvcIg5scQ https://madmanrequiem.com/2026/05/17/random-thought-413-dd/ I'm reminded of how R2D2 was fully aware of the Truth for the entire original trilogy since they only wiped C3PO's memory. How frustrating it must have been that nobody understood him; at least Chewie has Han, though he didn't speak of his time in the Clone Wars; probably PTSD, though also, … Continue reading Random Thought #414: R2 Always Nü…